Cheers to the freakin' weekend...

"Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away."

SEVERE Pain...

This pain is worse than labor.

I feel like I am having a contraction every 2 minutes but, the problem is that I AM NOT PREGNANT!

PMS sucks.

My cycle is all fucked up.

My body must be adjusting to all this new sex I have been having for the last couple of months.

:o)

My man is theeee best!!! I pray he never changes and if he does, it should be a change for the better.

I just don't get it...

So, my children's father has been taken for child support by me.
Because his income sucks, he only pays 50 dollars a month for BOTH OUR CHILDREN.
The spousal support got denied because according to judge Nicholass Palos, "That would place the respondent in poverty..." He doesn't buy groceries for the children, he barely see's them...
BUT....

he was able to buy my 6 year old a Kindle Fire.

Where the fuck are your priorities?!

I guess this is the way people handle things when they just don't know what to do anymore.

Sometimes I feel bad for the man.

Imagine this....

For the last 13 years, you had a woman who stood by you NO MATTER WHAT you did to her. Finally, she gives up on you and moves on with her life. You can't take it because you knew that you were able to do so much crap in the past and get away with it and you can't fathom HOW she could possibly be moving on with her life. Not only do you lose unlimited access to the woman you once called your legally wedded wife, you also lose unlimited access to your beautiful children.

Just like that ....

In a flash....

the love has died.

He will be ok.

Life goes on and love goes on without you.

It has been a while...

The last time I came onto Blogger was when I was ordered by my NOW ex husband to delete my explicit blogs. He couldn't understand that writing is an art to me and that I write to set free myself from our horrible relationship. I kicked him out in January, so...no more of that oppression bullshit.

I'm free, I'm back, my heart is mine again. I'm happy! I'm in love FOR REAL this time. I'm no longer oppressed. Happy mommy makes for happy babies and my children are def. reaping the benefits of my happiness. God is good. I miss my old blog. I had SO much important info there but,

I ain't scared to start again.

Starting over seems to be the story of my new life.

My old relationship was 13 years long. It started off good, ended horribly bad.
My start over relationship is BLISS.

When time and children permit, I will be posting more about EVERYTHING.

Hugs and Kisses,

Love,
Ms. Bliss.