Just blog...

I am going through ALOT at the age of 26.
To step away from retelling my story and dragging myself and my current new man through the mud, instead of discussing certain things out loud, I am just going to Blog about it.

You can be extremely close to a person and they won't understand fully what you are going through no matter how much you speak on it. Not everything is for everyone to understand.

I just have to let go of things even if they occur and baked fresh weekly for my "delight" and delivered at my door step.

I was so annoyed because my soon to be ex husband's girlfriend sent me a text asking about OUR divorce. I politely let her know she needs to ask him. I don't get why these people wont leave me the fuck alone.

I dont harrass them, I dont text people with stupidity....yet, they always fimd a way to harrass me.

I am getting to a point in my relationship where I need more support but, I cant force that onto a man I just met. At least my ex has history with his gf...they have been fucking around for about 3 years.

My current life situation and my new man just don't mesh well. I feel like its too much, too soon. I feel like my sitautation is a burden.

So from my mind to this blog,
I won't speak on it again.

I have court dates and shit coming up and I just feel like I am in the battle of my life ALONE.
I don't want my burden to become his burden, so it is something I guess I'm gonna have to just do alone.
I am not even going to bring up court dates or anything of the sort.

What I'm afraid of is that I'll take on so much on my own that I'll end up developing that Mega Bitch, Super Independent shit again. I guess at that point, it wont fully be my fault though.

I need a prayer,

Ms. Bliss