I have found all the strength to push me through all the hardships this year. From struggling through nursing school, dealing with borderline poverty, dealing with separation, now a divorce, so much crap happened to me in the last year and a half.
I always had the strength to push through. I'd pray and things would be okay. I've been through a lot for a 26 year old. I have 2 kids and right now I'm at a loss for hope. The beauty in this situation is that despite my hopelessness, my kids are extremely happy. You can't tell that their mom is going through it if you look at them.
I have court dates coming up because I have to fight for their father, my soon to be ex husband, to take care of his responsibilities. This is the second time in my life that this man has left me in a fucked up predicament.
It is insanely selfish to just move on with your life with no regards for the people whose lives you pretended to be responsible for.
I'm in a financial bind. I'm blessed to have my mom. I don't know how I could of made it through these last few months. I'm just extremely down right now.
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